So, I’ve haven’t been on tumblr for a while
…and I don’t think I’ll be on much for a while either. Stupid uni, why am I even doing this stupid course? A full time job is enough without writing assignments every evening and weekend… oh wait, I wouldn’t have my job without the stupid course. That’s why. 3 months to go, the worst will be over in a month.
I’ve been really trichy the last couple of weeks, but my eyebrows are somehow looking reasonably normal. Not sure how that works, but hey, if I can get away with it for the next month I’ll try to stop after I get all my work handed in. Now is not a good time to try to quit - I’m too stressed out a lot of the time and the last thing I need is to feel like a great big failure because I’m pulling when I said I wouldn’t.
As for the bf, I just don’t know. One day I’m absolutely certain that things won’t work between us long term and I don’t want to be with him because he’s not the right guy for me, the next day I’m madly in love and he’s the sweetest guy ever and I can’t wait to see him. This change of heart is without any big romantic gesture from him - it’s pretty random how I’ll feel at any time. I can’t seem to see him without us arguing, which is driving me crazy, especially as I only get to see him once or twice a month - I don’t want to spend it arguing. But I love all our little “us” things, our in-jokes and nicknames, I can’t imagine giving all that up. But I’m sick of being annoyed at him so often. Hmm…. I think it’s best just to not think or worry about it too much. When I know, I’ll know. Easier said than done, of course.
I’ve reached my limit on my overdraft and credit card, I’m so skint! It’s my own fault for not keeping an eye on what I was spending recently… dammit.
Tumblr I am sick of being tired and alone, and now I’m broke to go with it.
