even though it’s not a date and I don’t want anything to come of it.
Maybe that’s why I’m nervous?
He has actually asked me out on a date before and I said no. I’m worried I’m going to do my usual trick of just liking anyone who seems interested. But this time he’s just asked if I fancy a drink. No-one has mentioned the D-word.
anyway I have to go now…
Today, I will concentrate in making one step forward no matter how small
(via adventuresatnight)
Source: thanklife
I’m definitely going for a drink with boy. Tomorrow at 6. Must not get drunk. Must not kiss him. Must not stay out too late and miss the last bus home. Must definitely not do all 3. Must find something fabulous to wear for this drink which is not a date. Sigh, i’m hopeless.
With a boy. Maybe tomorrow.
Um.
and sometimes I think I let myself off too easily.
So I need to remember this:
Never expect any more or less from yourself than you would expect from someone else in the same situation.
Resolutions 2011.
It makes me laugh that I thought I was broke! :)
I was barely eating? It’s hard to believe that 2 years ago I was counting how many times a day I ate, and I rarely got to 3. I’ve just worked it out, and on a typical day I was eating between 600 and 1000 calories. I can’t see exactly what I was up to 2 years ago because I changed my tumblr to get away from Little Rat, but I remember too well how I felt back then.
Here’s to never going back.
Wow that was quick. So… resolutions? 6 days to go!
Money - awesome
Guys - “oops” doesn’t quite cover it
Work - not so good
Sleep - improving
Money
So I’ve managed to get together all the money to pay my tax, a few days before it’s due. I had to borrow a little from my mum to cover what I thought my client would have paid by now, but apart from that I’ve managed to save it myself. It’s a little depressing that my account currently has more in it than it ever has in my life and that I don’t get to keep it, but mostly I’m excited to get it paid and move on to the next thing - getting rid of some debt. Payday in 2 weeks, bring it on.
Guys
Kissing a good friend on the rebound really wasn’t the way this was meant to go. Enough said.
Work
I still think I need to ban the word “work”. But what to call it? Anyway, I’m still struggling with this one. I’m not getting to my desk and getting into a productive mindset early enough in the day… or at all some days. Why is it so hard to work at home? Motivation needed.
Sleep
It’s been difficult with the weekends away and celebrations which always involve late nights, but the last few days I’ve been up by 8am every day, and I’m starting to feel like I’m getting into a better sleep pattern. The radio alarm is definitely working.
Now what? Ok, well I’m going to have to give myself an ‘F’ on the no guys thing but for the next few days at least I can keep myself out of trouble. Money is the only one that’s gone really well, but I’ve been living on a tight budget for months now so I suppose I’m kind of used to it. My real goal for the next few days is to keep getting up early and to get some work done. I want to be able to look back at this week and know where the time has gone.
